Wednesday, April 25, 2012
A NEW JOURNEY
heyy! so its been a while. a long long while. im now done with Os and have moved ahead to another journey of poly life. just thought of updating this today. was trying to do it someday ago, but forgot my pw and finally figured it out! yaaaahoooo. read all my past posts and damn was i one sad little kid. and of course i cried, hahah :/ so anyhow, i honestly do not like my class. like legit not like. like the guys and all are okok cool cool kind but there are only two girls. one including me. the other one is not really the kinda person i talk to a lot. and i am aware that i should just adapt to these kinda changes and try to get a long with that girl. well, the problem is, i am. and still its not working out. its that bad. im usually the kid who voices her opinion. like if you insult me, i insult back. but now im just okay all "whatever" and forgetting the matter and i feel like with me doing all that, it just makes it worse. no, i would never want to be best friends with her but still... its best we stay together if not loners forever. whats pissing me most of all is that i just honestly cant be myself. like the weird funny joker talkative person i am. so totally not this stupid quite person. WHY MUST THIS HAPPEN TO ME. anyhow, i rlly gtg now. so imma come back and follow up ya?
god bless us all xx
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